“God Please Give Me Something…”

Early on in our relationship, Bill would present me with fancy jewelry for a special occasion like a birthday or anniversary.  Usually his taste was a tad “blingy” and I would either return it for something less flashy, or it would make its way to a nice drawer for storage after an acceptable time of wear.

Over time he caught on and figured out my style, or lack thereof.

I prayed this morning a plea from my aching heart:

“God give me something from him…a word…something…please.”

This day has been unexpectedly difficult. I guess I thought since it wasn’t his birthday, I was going to be just fine, and have been emotionally unprepared for the sadness that has risen to the surface to destroy any celebration.

How naive I am.

I know the upcoming anniversary in December is already met with sadness even though it is month’s off on the calendar.  In prep I have a plan in place to battle the anticipated sadness.

But today, God, knowing I was going to struggle when I was clueless, met me on my path.

 

I spot the gold object near my feet as I jogged along the shoulder of the road, trying to keep clear of oncoming morning traffic. At first glance I think it is a gold ribbon.

But taking a play from Moses and the burning bush, I turn and walk back for a closer look.

It was a gold chain.

I pick it up and investigate it for damage, wondering if someone accidentally lost this prized possession.  It is bent up in multiple places.

I unzip my handheld storage/water bottle to place it in there…

When I notice an inscription circling the entire necklace:

I LOVE YOU    I LOVE YOU    I LOVE YOU   I LOVE YOU   I LOVE YOU

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I look at the gaudy, gold object and smile. This would be something Bill would have eyed at a jewelry store, I am sure of it.

The message was exactly what I needed, convinced it was from Bill himself.

Thank you Lord.

 

 

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5 thoughts on ““God Please Give Me Something…”

  1. Josie,
    I thought today may be tough. Grateful for your sign. It is so beautiful to pray deeply then have your prayer answered! I am thankful for your visual connection to Bill. I hope the sunflowers put a smile on your face. Love ya! Anne

  2. How beautiful, Josie. Happy belated birthday my friend. You have received word from two amazing men. God himself and your hubby. You’re not alone.
    Hugs!

  3. God is so good at things like this! Glad for you knowing that He and Bill collaborated on you knowing they remembered your birthday! Best wishes for your year ahead. May it be full of more special signs that you are loved and cared for!

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